I’ve been realizing more and more that a lot of what I am trying to accomplish with myself has to do with self control and self discipline. Take social media for example, I made the goal to delete it from my life and to cleanse myself of it. It’s all just noise. Yet last night I found myself downloading snapchat last night to see if I got anything. For me it’s the control to not do things like that. Yet at the same time I’m struggling with the discipline to go to the gym everyday and eat healthy and so forth. I let myself break my rules and get away with too much. I need more self control and discipline. I need to learn to tell myself no.